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im back from my much needed week long vacation in cdo. haaaayyy... there really is no place like home. i realized how much i missed my friends! and my little bro. and there's so many place to go partying nah. i cant believe i didnt know all about it til last week. i am definitely going back there to celebrate my birthday on may. kebs sa mga friendship diri cebu! hahaha!

pics here and here

some people just don't get the fact that you dont wanna be friends with them noh? if i ignore you, if i don't acknowledge your freakin' presence, if i don't smile at cha, if i don't EVEN look at you... that means i DON'T wanna be friends with you. but that doesn't mean i dont like you. i just dont wanna be friends with you. it's as simple as that. it's my f**kin' right to choose who i wanna be friends with. and if i don't wanna be friends with you, that's my choice. just bcoz we're teammates doesn't mean i'm obliged to say hi to you everytime we meet in the hallway. and just bcoz i dont talk to you doesn't mean im rude. i just don't wanna be friends with you. haaaaaayyyyyy!!!! the world's full of crazy people!!!! GOD HELP ME!!! nagbinuotan naman unta ko!

btw, today is my mom's bday. happy birthday ma! i've been a very good boi. promise!!!

i got into a car accident this afternoon with rambo, debby, selle & merose and i swear to God i have never felt so scared in my whole life. i was sitting infront and i wasnt wearing any seatbelt. i swear if our car hit the other car just a lil bit harder, i would've had a broken neck by now. really really scary. i never want to die bcoz of a car accident. i still cant get it out of my head. I WAS REALLY SCARED.

hahaha! so THEY FINALLY GAVE UP! hahaha! i know you people dont know what im talking about but i just want everyone to know im very happy today. thank God they stopped. it was becoming really irritating na. so, the next time you try to make a big deal out of me, keep it to yourself and save yourself from the embarrassment. hahaha! my GED!!! you people are sOoo predictable.

ok... i still cant get over this thing i just had to update this entry. so, lemme start by saying if you wanna start some word fight with me, you hafta make sure you're english is better than mine. im not saying i have perfect grammar but next time, if you wanna try to insult me, make sure the sentences you use are well constructed. like... you gotta make sure you use the correct adjectives & verbs & tense and make sure the participles are in their correct exact places in the sentence so not only you can understand it but me as well. in that case i can get hurt by your insults. so, YOU HAVE TO TRY BETTER NEXT TIME bcoz i cant help but laugh at the things you said to me. i cant even understand most of it! and PUHHLEEEEZZZZ stop basing your insults on shallow & nonsense things. it only shows how low & stupid & dumb & superficial you are. god! and i was expecting more but i was sooo wrong. i should've known better. no wonder you're still stuck in your make-believe world. hahaha! you're just like you're friends. y'all better start doing something to make your lives more productive. you're not getting any younger bitches! what am i saying?! you're a bunch of hopeless fags! good luck to all of you. YOU ALL SHOULD'VE TAKEN YOUR STUDIES MORE SERIOUSLY. hahaha! i love y'all... thanks for making me laugh again.

it hurts when people whom you thought understood you the most, turns out to be the ones who never really trust & understand you. what's even worse is they accuse you of things you have no control of.

i've been trying to be a good person & living a clean respectable life for the longest time now. and to be accused of being 'baldado' and irresponsible & having no clear plans with my life is VERY UNFAIR bcoz all my life i've been trying so hard to live up to your standards and expectations. not just yours but their's as well. it hurts so much bcoz of all the people in the world, you were the one i thought understood me the most. the one who'll always be there for me no matter what. my problems are my problems and i have dealt with every single one of them ALONE eversince i got here in cebu. i should get credit for that. you should understand that im only human and im not perfect. there are things i cant handle by myself. you know im not as strong as you are. you know im the weakest among us. all i needed was a little understanding & support but you never bothered to listen to me. instead you chose to insult me. you chose to make me feel how useless i am and how messed up my life is. you dont know what's happening to me here so you have NO RIGHT to speak to me like that. i think im never gonna speak to you again.

2 things have been really bothering me BIG time today. first one is my smoking. i really wanna quit smoking. and im mad at myself bcoz i cant seem to do it. im addicted to cigs & i hate it. i really really wanna stop smoking! someone help me please!!!

2nd thing would be my wanting sOOO eagerly to transfer to another place. i've found the perfect place & i cant afford to pay for it right now. im sOOo hating myself for not having any savings!!! i am sOOoo poor! i hate myself. i need a new life!!!

anyway, i wanna greet happy birthday to 2 of my great friends.

achoo...

                              

i love yah... though you always think im a selfish bitch. =)

and gnin...

thanks for bringing me to bantayan last year & making me drink gold eagle beer. haha! i luv yah bitch. mwah!